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|Disclaimer: Please do not relocate your life or take on any assignment unless led by the Lord. This is my personal journey.
In short, I started a travel assignment in my career. Before that came about, I was with my high school love for 10 years. Not seeing that man in
over 15 years,(I was sent back to him 3 months after I got saved). I realized after I left, it was an assignment, to propel me into my destiny. During
that time I learned how men think and feel,( which we as women neglect to realize, they are different creatures, we need to respect that more to
appreciate them more). During this time I asked the Lord to teach me how to be a godly wife. Not to put this man under the bus, he did not meet
my standards. I don't mean just materialistically but morally, plus other things that are important to me, that helps to creates who I am. However I
found out with revelation from the Holy Spirit, he was never my end destiny, just apart of the journey in my life. People take on false obligations to
change people that don't want to change but we say to ourselves,we are going to make them. NO No and NOOOOO.
The word clearly says in Amos 3:3 (NIV) Do two walk together unless they have agreed to do so
I learned so much from this experience. It conditioned me into who I am today a strong obedient,dependable Christian the Lord can use for His
purpose. The journey was my test and my learning ground, as time went on I realized that. I was Praying and fighting in spiritual warfare for his
life.There was someone close to him that was going to church 3 days a week, but praying witchcraft prayers over him because they wanted their
way. I fasted and prayed to make sure this was the place I was to be at. It was crazy, he was unfaithful continuously, I was miserable. I did forgive
him as I moved on in life. He apologized 2 years later. Not everyone will give you closure, you have to know you did the right thing and that is
that, move on. The reason I left him when we were younger was the same issue as we were older. My intuition was correct.
The situation taught me so much about what some people are doing in life,( people will play ruthless games with your emotions and don't care).
A new babe in Christ then, I thought we in the church everybody doing things according to the word..NOT!!!!). I learned witchcraft prayers are
real, negative words spoken over someone will work and the spiritual realm are real. I learned to fight unseen forces that was attacking me. For 8
years I did not get good rest because of the physical,plus mental attacks I was experiencing. You choose to believe what you want, I am sharing
what I experienced as a new believer. Oh did I mention that I asked for the truth of what was going on in the world and the church? Boy did I find
out! It is amazing what great lengths people will do to have their way and the vengeance they will try to execute when they don't get their way.
But vengeance is the Lords Romans 12:19 KJV
My point is, with every situation we suppose to increase in wisdom, knowledge and understanding. I didn't have a clue what was next, scared as
HECK but I trust my walk with the Lord, walking by faith not by sight 2Cor 5:7. The Lord ordering my footsteps and protecting me Psalms 91.
The enemy couldn't detect which way I was going,this placed me in sync with the Lord timing (His Will). That's why is it good to hear the Holy
Spirit and be sensitive to him and foremost be obedient. Proverbs 3:5-7 This method placed me at the right place at the right time.
The word says He (The Lord) brought Eve to Adam.
In conclusion: Wait on The Lord ( David said it twice in Psalms 27:14), be proactive, allow yourself to be prepared by the Lord. He will fulfill the
desires of your heart. He will not waste your time. It can and will be a little rough at times,I know first hand, especially when you really want God
will to be done in your life. You will pay a price,( if willing) its called Relinquishing OF SELF. Its a sacrifice for His Best,you have to want it and be
submissive to the Lord will.
The word clearly says; He is faithful to those who are faithful to Him! Psalms 18:25
Isaiah 40:31 (KJV)
31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be
weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
Did I mention I live at a place where my backyard balcony overlooks green pastures and eagles soar!! I love Eagles!!! I love(enjoy) being here!!
Your true destiny, being in the will of the Lord will bring you unexpected joy!!
*Men cries, needs and wants are on a different frequency than women, learn to pray and how to connect with them.
* A man (King) will shut down, because you not allowing him be a man,you know everything and everything you do is right? I saw the negative
side effects it produces in the process of the nature of men. We suppose to be their help mates, rule by their sides, be their queen not their
mothers. However their are some that don't mind that, personally it doesn't allow him to be the creature the Lord destined him to be, the head.
The Lord did make the man first. Its in the bible!! Colossians 3:18 ( more on this subject later) when I discuss the power of what a marriage that
is in order will bring and why the enemy doesn't want that to happen.
A good marriage will move mountains!!!
* Do not have premarital sex, the word in 1 Corinthians 6:15-20 talks about it, read it for yourself. If its the wrong person ( talking to man or a
woman ) you will be spiritually and soul tied to someone. That is why it is hard too break it off and get away. Then you wonder why you feel
like they feel or act when you know that's not you. If they are toxic you are going to pick up their toxicity! For every action there is a reaction,
be it good or bad. Be cautious, and wise with who you connect yourself with. Married or not married, when two connect sexually they become